A frame from the story “Escaped Gang Life, Military Was More Dangerous.”

Guests

Nikki Kraus

U.S. Air Force

U.S. Air Force Veteran, weather forecaster, MST survivor

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Frame from Escaped Gang Life, Military Was More Dangerous.

In their words

  • “PTSD from military sexual trauma. So I have two incidents that happened while I was out in Korea.”

    Hear it at 19:21
  • “That's when it was like 2018 where I'm just like, you know what? Nobody cares.”

    Hear it at 25:11
  • “Spiraling, and the alcohol, and waking up on the kitchen floor and I have an empty Jack. That's how my book starts.”

    Hear it at 25:43
  • “I was like, ‘No, man. I want a divorce.’ No crying, everything was just calm.”

    Hear it at 37:31
  • “Finally the pain outweighed the fear of leaving.”

    Hear it at 37:39
  • “It turned all the pain into purpose now.”

    Hear it at 40:25
  • “You don’t have to fake the funk and act like everything’s okay when it’s not. You don’t have to smile through the pain.”

    Hear it at 48:46